Afterthought
Symptomatic by Danzy Senna
I tried to explain to her what I loved about my work: The sense I got disappearing into somebody else’s story. Of watching and not being seen. Then and only then do the secrets reveal themselves to you.
- Symptomatic by Danzy Senna
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So after the typhoon attacks that left Pasig, Rizal and Marikina inundated with truckloads of garbage and maddening mud, classes resume in the slightly-affected areas in the metro.
School seemed unscathed, its stifling ambiance still apparent and fashionista-wannabes consistent. Only that they were fewer in number yesterday. Perhaps some volunteered in the repacking and distribution of relief goods, marooned in a chest-deep flood, or simply hadn’t gotten around to convincing themselves in going to school, assuming that the professors would be considerate since The Great Flood practically devastated most of the places from which their students come from. This is merely stating the obvious, I know. It’s never easy for a nocturnal being to summon her writing-nerve amid the broad daylight. Read the rest of this entry »
Doggone Catastrophe
This post is a compilation of my thoughts at the onslaught of tropical storm Ondoy. They are all written in longhand – a rare occurrence I must say – brought about by the power outage in the past three days.
Case file no. 260909 – Terrifying Typhoons II
It’s been raining since I woke up at around seven this morning. By nine-thirty, the electricity went off. And by ten, the family started salvaging the sofa, the fridge, the closet, and other valuable possessions by elevating them at ten inches from the flooring – a pond had miraculously materialized inside our house. And I was dumbstruck as the magnificent sight of a brownish river complete with floating pieces of plastic, cotton buds, twigs, and lots of other icky stuff, greeted me from the outside.
Must be the modern-day version of The Great Flood (God forbid), I thought with a lopsided smile. Pathetically awful, awfully pathetic. A flood of such shocking depth occurred for the first time in our place, probably caused by the industrial operations in a vast tract of land nearby that had brought forth the clogging of drains. But of course, that’s some theory. At the back of my mind, there still lingered a doubt. Perhaps it’s about time to make amends for our sins.
Fear of the uncontrollable mingled with anxiety for the pile of schoolworks that lies ahead began seeping through my nerves. Typhoons, as I have pointed out in a post way back, have this peculiar knack for spoiling important happenings, and disturbing one’s bodily functions. Read the rest of this entry »
Parental Guidance
Early Friday morning, I had awakened to the sound of Mother nagging me to attend the parents’ meeting and card distribution of my sister in Rizal High, 1 o’clock that afternoon. With my mind groggy, I nearly replied, Hala minsan na nga lang kami magkita ni Sir Ethics dahil hindi na siya masyadong pumapasok, luckily, I caught my consciousness and sanity near enough to give her a no and add, 1:30 pa uwi ko. She was adamant with it though, until I left the house at 8 am she was still convincing me to go; otherwise she won’t give me money to buy the book I wanted. So that’s what you call child bribery. But that only steeled my resolve of not going, even if it meant another Twisted away from my grasp. Read the rest of this entry »

