Day off ruminations II

Nothing of consequence ever comes out of this kind of thinking, or overthinking, to be precise. It only justifies my shortcomings and insecurities. It only makes me anxious.

I stare blankly at the computer screen, seemingly fixated on reading, thoughts focused on something else. I scroll up and down until I lose interest in what I’m doing. Sometimes I really don’t want to think. In late night trips to work, I’d rather shut my eyes and let my consciousness wander elsewhere. I don’t want to think of the future. I don’t want to think of the past. I am content with what’s in the present—isn’t it the most important thing?

I don’t want to think, I don’t want to think anymore.

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One Response to Day off ruminations II

  1. Leeyo ay nagsasabing:

    I don’t want to think anymore, too.

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